every day is a new day

Thursday, June 29, 2006 ;

5:21 PM

haha. today was the first time in my whole secondary school to have food and nutrition! IT WAS KIND OF BORING THOUGH... but next week we are going to cook!!! yipppppeeeee. well, i think that it is going to be more fun than art though... haha.

tomorrow is youth day... don't know what to wear... hope tomorrow's concert is alright.

every day is a new day ♥

Tuesday, June 27, 2006 ;

6:00 PM

hmm. watched high school musical. yea it was nice a sweet, typical of a disney movie.
yesterday was the first day of school. lived through it. was fun!
got a nice english teacher, ms adrianne ho, ex-ijian. she seems okay. thought we had armstrong and almost got an heart-attack.haha.

SYF was really hot. literially HOT! i was practically burnt like roasted pork (but i am not suggesting that i am a pig). but got an even tan though. quite a great feat to be accomplished.
sigh. 7 hours at the national stadium dancing in the scorching sun. duh it would happen, and i applied sun block like three layers.

i really admire all those military display bands' majors and majorettes. they are like "woohoo" seriously HOT!!!!!!!! heheheh. the Bowen majorette rocks! you go girl! i am so proud of you! show all those majors girl power! throw all those batons higher and makes sure you catch all of them! why doesn't our school have this kind of band? if they had, i would have joined!

my brother is a freaking ass. he is like asking me to off the router cause he doesn't want me to use the internet. when he used for like four hours playing runescape or some other lame game.
such a idiot. argh. hate him.

shit him.

heehee. found a cute pic of me when i was in primary three or four.

i think i looked a bit too chubby.

excuse my sock won't you?

every day is a new day ♥

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5:13 PM

I'VE BEEN TAGGED?

INSTRUCTIONS:
1. Do the following WITHOUT complaint
2. Choose 5 person to do this after you completed yours.
3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged.
4. Start your post with "I have been tagged!" then do this.

FAVOURITES:
favourite colour: lime green, orange can say rainbow or not?
favourite food: chicken wings! ice cream? but eat too much can grow fat
favourite song: actually i don't think i even have one
favourite movie: she's the man ( the guy is HOT!) still got alot too many to write down
favourite sport: eh. i don't really play any sports...but i like "ball" games.
favourite day of the week: Sunday? maybe not. parents at home. cannot do anything but be good and study.
favourite season: Singapore have seasons? but i do like japan's cherry blossom season! or is taht spring?
favourite ice-cream: ben and jerry? cherry garcia! and fish food!

CURRENTS
mood: retarded ( as usual)
current taste: sushi! but my doctor said that i cannot eat raw food...*sob*
current clothes: nothing? haha:D
Current desktop: is it the computor i am using or the state of the table i am on?
Current toe nail colour: none. pinkish? i am a good girl
Current time: 5.34PM
Current suroundings: the "study" room with my brother beside me staring:S
Current annoyance: my little brother watching jimmy newtron.
Current thoughts: panicking for china trip and tomorrow's SYF

FIRSTS
first best friend: it was in nursary, don't even know if it was a girl or a guy
first crush: have to be a hot guy or at least someone presentable and smart
first movie: i think it was pocahontas haha.
first lie: hmmmm let me see. can't remember.
first music: ABC song , twinkle twinkle little star

LASTS
cigratte: heh. i don't smoke. you will die if you do
Last drink: plain water? cannot say beer right?
Last car ride: a month ago, hate car rides, i am kind of carsick
Last crush: told you already. have to be a hot alpha male
Last movie: she's the man!
Last phone call: valerie or alesia. i think
Last CD: nah. i don't buy i rip.

HAVE YOU EVER
Have you ever dated one of your best friend: obviously NOT! they are all girls! i am not a Lesbian!
Have you ever broken the law: can i say yes? will i go to jail? nah.
Have you ever been arrested:NO by the police. but caught by my parents when i stole some of the icecream from the freezer.
Have you ever skinny-dipped: should i ?
Have you ever been on TV: DSA thingy? how about the upcoming SYF? PSC night. blah
Have you ever kissed someone you dont know: did i? NO. saving it for my boyfriend. haha.

THINGS
5 things you are wearing: nothing! ok. tights, earings, hairband and a t-shirt.
4 things you done today: lived through school ( its a remarkable feat)
3 things you can hear right now: the sound of me typing, the frying sound, the tV blaring

YOU'RE TAGGED!
Samira, Alesia, Valerie, Beatrice and Vanessa!

haha. you all are going to die!
but i survived.

every day is a new day ♥

Friday, June 23, 2006 ;

8:19 PM

today's choir rehearsal is like oh my gosh.
i was really sobbing through the whole talk
dunno why but i cried
and this is the FIRST time i cried in front of other people
yes. really

when i felt all the stress all the com members faced,
i kind of broke down.
i felt so useless that i can't even help at all
i wanted to say alot of things
but at that moment, i don't seem to be able to speak
the words were all like clotted up in my throat

i really appreciate what all the comm have been doing
they are really good to me
they helped me to come this far in choir
i cannot let them down
but it just seems that we are not making use of their help

i felt the intense worridness
the anger; the frustration
if we are still this standard
i really feel that i have let all the comm down
and myself

si jia is a great student conductor
i don't want her to walk out on us
i really love choir
it is my soul
i cannot believe that one day i am going to be leaving it
i would just...
die

you know what
i was really afraid of the octets tomorrow
but now i just feel neutral about it
i suddenly felt that i had this compulsion to sing well and that i can do it
i won't be sad if ms tham picks me out or something
as long as i do my really best
i wouldn't feel so sad.

cannot believe that days ago
i was having nightmares about it
it was really that scary.
i would wake up crying
really.
that scary.

but yeah. i really love choir
i would do anything
for it.
believe me.
its true.

every day is a new day ♥

Tuesday, June 20, 2006 ;

11:37 AM

the ' i -hate-my-family' campaign is finally open! now who is going to sign up? ME!! of course.
i really don't know what is wrong with them.
seriously, when i only took out the freaking MP4 to listen to some songs, you-bitch practically shouted at me that it was because of the music that got me the grades for CA1 and yada yada yada.

Can you just shut up?

hello. earth to the bitch. number one, my grades were not that bad for CA1 ok? All A1s, an A2 and a B3 is not considered that bad you know.
number two, i also listened to music during my SA1 and did you scold me? yes you did. But did i do badly? NO! i am quite satisfied with my grades. hello. 11th in class is considered quite a feat already compared to my 22nd position last time.

English: 71.9 /100 A2
Chinese: 67.9 /100 B3
Maths: 83.0 /100 A1
Science: 77.0/100 A1
Geography: 83.2/100 A1
History: 82.3/100 A1
Literature: 63.0 /100 B4
total: 528.3/700
average: 75.5

fine fine. i admit that my chinese should have gotton an A1, my Literature an A2 and my english an A1. but it is still ok when i am in 2/1. its the "special" class you know.
i have an A1 average. isn't that good? no. you only want the best.

WHATEVER!
GET OUT OF MY LIFE!

every day is a new day ♥

Monday, June 19, 2006 ;

3:55 PM

just came back from the choir SYF thing.
HELLO! it was freaking raining! do you want us to fall sick or what?
we kind of like wasted 3 hours at the stadium doing nothing.
and hearing your freaking voice screeching at us to change colours or something
don't know exactly cause i was just not listening,
come to think about it, no one was.
why is it you that is the conductor and not ms macartney?
she is a much better dancer than you are
and she is a better singer than you are too (though i never heard her yet)
finally, you compliment us about the changing of colours like it was a great feat
and told us that we should be excited that we are going to be singing with cheeyang and theresa

yeah, i admit that they are good singers and the song is nice
but when i look at all the other schools they were like CHEEYANG!
and my school is like cheeyang? who?
difference? alot. no questions

every day is a new day ♥

Friday, June 16, 2006 ;

3:31 PM

ok i haven't been blogging for like centuries.

you know what? i am really scared that ms Tham is like going to have this octet relay thing to test us next saturday. OCTET RELAY! it brings back some awful memories about last year's SYF auditions... you know. yeah, didn't get in and ya.. was really heartbroken- is that the correct word to use? but got over it.

now i am really scared about this one. CHOIR OLYPMICS!!!!! it is like damn huge an event for choir. and the choir-to me is like still not prepared, i am not picking on anybody but please revise all your scores and sing out. mrs low frankly speaking doesn't know all our scores and she will pick you out by how loud you sound.

remember loud face when singing pp and don't forget all those tongue trills. hundred 'vaders' a day in order to get the tongue trill if you don't have.

DYNAMICS!! sigh. i sound like an old hag nagging, i shall stop. but do please listen to me. the other ccas would laugh at us if we only get COP. i am worried, are you? if you are not, you really are not passionate about choir and i dunno what else to say to you. and like i freaking paid already lar.

over one thousand dollars, i cannot afford to lose it.

ok. enough about that.

Darius, if you ever chance upon this, i am really sorry that i cannot help you for your song writing competition.... heard that you got 3rd from vienna. congradulations! though according to her, you appeared to be kind of sad so... nevermind. you are still a great composer to me. i can't even play my chords on the piano correctly and i am like grade seven already. try again for another competition and i would try to come and help if there is going to be another choir unless i still have something on.

yeah. talking about that, I MISS ALL OF YOU! all my fellow PCK peeps.
missed all those taiti games
missed all those ghost stories
missed the lame jokes
missed the nafa room where we practiced
missed the temesak room where we first met
missed the stupid t-shirt that is two sizes too big for me
missed the pizza
missed the packeted food that we would keep to eat when we are hungry
and the times we spent together - does that sound a bit wrong?
haha. MISS YA!
angel, denise, rachael, stacie, darius, alan, meroy, licia, ryan....
a year passed so fast.

still had lots of homework to do.
chinese assignment..
english...
piano.

yeah. exactly bleah. hate it love it?
tough, with all those choir rehearsals and syf combined rehearsals, hardly have own free time.

every day is a new day ♥