every day is a new day

Wednesday, February 28, 2007 ;

9:03 PM

i am suppose to blog about estella
estella is a nice sweet girl
(according to her)
haha.

i havent blogged for like freaking long
and i don't know where to start
i mean like it has been like really busy this past week
with tests, choir and stuff.
yeah.

its kind of stressful
but i'm getting used to it, i guess
haha.

WOOHOO!
I GOT INTO THE SYF PRELIMINARY ROUND
SO I AM GOING FOR THE COMBINED PERFORMANCE ON SATURDAY!

but that means that i have to skip like the last day of camp.
sob
I CAN'T WAIT FOR ADVENTURE CAMP!
GOING DRAGON BOATING TOMORROW!

its going to be so exciting!
i mean like woohoo man.
i am going to get myself wet and dragon boat and climb the rope course
yippppeeee
hope i don't like drown or die or anything
haha.

have to wake up on the last day like six cause have to take MRT to toa payoh and then go for the combined choir performance at the old SAJC
imagine a group of sweaty girls with huge harversacks boarding the MRT early inthe morning
haha.
smelly and wierd
but well, so unlucky that those two events falls on the same day.
but i am still happy

TODAY IS A GOOD DAY!
i am like really happy.
whee!
and hyper.

packing my bag now for the adventure camp
can't bring handphones.
sob
but nevermind
can suvive without them.

THE EMO ANTHEA IS UP UP UP AND AWAY!
haha.

moodswings are bad
they make you feel digusting
yeah.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR WIFE! (CELESTE)
HOPE YOU ARE LOYAL TO YOUR ONE AND ONLY WONDERFUL HUSDAND! (ME!)
HAHA.

for i am my brother's keeper.

CHOIR SO ROCKS!
MRS LOW TOO!
GO MRS LOW!
I WILL SUPPORT YOU ALWAYS.
LOVE YOU :)

the reign of the silent fly has ended.
finally.

every day is a new day ♥

Tuesday, February 20, 2007 ;

3:51 PM

i think that there is somethding freaking wrong with my blog
or maybe sometheing with blogger
i am getting freaking pissed

i retyped like one whole long post like twice already
and something happened
and it got like deleted

I AM PISSED

every day is a new day ♥

;

3:00 PM

DANG IT, I MISSED YOU
haha.

chinese new year is almost over
didn't get much moola this year
but more than last year
haha.
so i am still satisfied
haha.

i just knew that this year was going to start quite badly
so much for the zodiac sign predictions
they all said that i would have like a wonderful year.
and it has been quite a bad year so far.
maybe the feng shui will change
haha.

my grandma was admitted to like hospital the day before chinese new year
i failed my A maths test
i did quite badly for my E maths test
and like my pimples are all like popping out
sigh.

had steamboat with my granddad
yum yum.
i think chinese new year is like the best time to like get fat
and eat like a pig without getting a scolding.
haha.

had reunion dinner without my grandmother
(its suppose to be kept from her)
we had to because we already booked with like a deposit
and if we cancel, we would lose like the deposit
and trust me, the deposit is no small sum of moola.
yeah.

i always found dinner with my other relatives a drag
you know, it will always be the same old questions
because there is nothing that we can talk about
afterall we only see each other like four times a year.
"hows school?"
"whats your CCA again?"
same things, same things.
boring.

but at least the food was good.

STOP IT ANTHEA
STOP THINKING OF FOOD!

weight obsession sinking in.
so i shall stop it right now.

i hope something interesting happens soon.

every day is a new day ♥

Saturday, February 17, 2007 ;

11:21 PM

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!
YAY!

haha.

woohoo.
i have to stay up late
so that my parents can live longer
haha.

some kind of chinese tradition
whee.

goAnthea go!
you don't need your beauty sleep
do it for your parents!
haha.

every day is a new day ♥

;

1:07 AM

i am the new emo kid on the block

every day is a new day ♥

Thursday, February 15, 2007 ;

10:55 PM

HAPPY BELATED VALENTINE'S DAY EVERYONE!

haha.
i know i am like two days late or something

but nevermind.
haha

I never knew that a billabong was actually an oxbow lake
its like an Australian slang

so cool right?

yes.
haha.

well. i guess that my valentine's day wasn't that bad after all.

I FELT LOVED

I REALLY APPRECIATED ALL THOSE PEOPLE THAT WISHED ME A HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!!

THANK YOU :))

even though the one that i really want to hear that three words from did not say it.

to my clique too.

yay!

hope you liked the sweets and paper heart that i gave you all!

yay!

haha.

had the ij opening night audition today

man, it was wierd.

two guys just like came into the performing arts room to sit and listen to the choir sing

haha.

and one of them got like a really wierd laugh

something along the lines of

"mwa haha haha"

something like that.

ANTHEA LOVES CHOIR!!!!!!

i don't know why.

but i seriously love choir.

its like my life or something

it just makes me happy to know that i am going for choir.

is it wierd or what?

i feel that this week was quite a lucky week

almost all the tests got postponed

yay.

BUT I STILL HAVE TO TAKE THEM ONEDAY RIGHT?

today is Jingfei's and Jit Ray's birthday (according to val)

so...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

i find it so cool to like share birthday with like another person

so far i haven't found one yet.

but

I KNOW THE DAY WILL COME!

OPTIMISM!!!!!!

before i forget again

GONG XI FA CAI!

P.S VAL YOU STILL HAVE YET TO GIVE ME THE SLEEPOVERS PHOTOS. HAHA.

Anthea is sure a dedicated person

dang it, i really missed you

why am i so blind?

i want my s***** f**.

WAKE UP ANTHEA!

that fantasy will never come true.

so much for miracles.

AND SO MUCH FOR HAVING A GLIMPSE OF HOPE

i guess i will never be accepted by you.

the valentine that i wished for.

every day is a new day ♥

Saturday, February 10, 2007 ;

3:35 PM

it has been a really long time since i last posted.
sorry everyone!

okay where should i start?
hmmm.

I PASSED MY E MATHS TEST
okay that was something nice to start with i guess.
haha.
but the whole class passed too
and almost half the class got full marks
tada.
there goes the wonderful feeling of accomplishing something

okay.
the next big thing

MRS LOW'S HUSBAND PASSED AWAY

omg. its like the most tragic thing ever
when i first received the sms from cherlynn, i didn't believe it.
so i went to school thinking that it was just like a prank
BUT IT WAS TRUE
I WAS SHOCKED
AS IN REALLY SHOCKED

Mrs Lee (principal)asked all the choir girls to like go to the chapel for a talk
after like announcing the news to the whole school

I CAN'T BELIEVE IT
BUT I ACTUALLY CRIED IN FRONT OF THE WHOLE SCHOOL
DURING SCHOOL SINGERS
BUT IT WAS NOT THAT NOTICEABLE AS BEATRICE
HER WHOLE FACE WAS RED
ACCORDING TO EUGIENA

okay back to the talk
mrs lee, together with mrs matthews and the councillor (forgot her name)
went to tell us the reason of her husband's death and stuff
the choir was like really sad
practically everyone was crying their eyes out.
mrs low is such a holy person
and yet...
sigh.

LIFE IS JUST SO PRECIOUS I GUESS

On tuesday i went to vist the wake with some of the comm. members
she was so pale and skinny
when i say skinny, its really damm skinny
she is like already so thin already
now she became skinnier.
imagine.

she looked so frail and helpless
i really wanted to hug her really long and tight.

yesterday, was like the funeral service
the choir had to sing
MOON RIVER WAS SO SAD
i cried again
i know i shouldn't
because the choir had to be strong for mrs low
to support her
but i just couldn't take it anymore
it was like
i tried to control it, but the tears just accumulate until it overflows
but i didn't brawl oranything
just silent sobbing.
*sniff*

yeah, and i am coming down with a cold
*AHCHOO!*
YEAH.
TISSUE PAPER ALERT!!!!

I WANT TO BE IN THE HEART CLUB!
I DEMAND TO BE IN!
I HAVE THE RIGHT TO BE IN!
AND YOU SHOULD KNOW WHY!
HAHA.

AND I AM NOT SCANDALOUS
thank you ms Valerie Lim.
haha.
i am loyal and dedicated to my one and only *ahem ahem*
yeah.

woah. this post is sure damn long
but i still have more things to write.
hmmmmmm

went for a piano recital today
at NJC
sigh.

MARILYN I AM REALLY SORRY
I REALLY DIDN'T KNOW
REALLY REALLY SORRY
DON'T BE ANGRY WITH ME?
I REALLY DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY TO EXPRESS MY APOLOGY
SORRY!

But the pianists were superb
makes me feel that my fingers are like stone as compared to theirs
hmmmm

tomorrow there is choir.
let see how it goes then....

i need you now
i want to hold you
i really missed you.
i am tired of waiting.
ILY.

every day is a new day ♥

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1:59 PM

MOON RIVER

sigh.

lets just hope that most of of juniors get into SYF

sigh.

sing better okay?

sigh.

i not missing you
my love.

every day is a new day ♥

Thursday, February 01, 2007 ;

4:47 PM

another week has gone past.
its like really quick

AND
I FAILED MY FIRST TEST IN THE YEAR
SO MUCH FOR BEING OPTIMISTIC
ADDITIONAL MATHEMATICS

but i will do better.
yeah.

got lots of work to do in this class
but i think i am getting the hang of it
so yeah.
i will try :)
thats the spirit!
go ANTHEA!

I HAVE ALOT OF TESTS COMING UP
study study study
whee.
haha.

should i take part in the opening ceremony auditions?
so troublesome
have to sing fast song, slow song and have to do a monologue.

SHOULD I?

ALTOS JUST ROCK MY WORLD
GO ALTOS !!!!!!

flushed or blush?
you decide.

every day is a new day ♥